As I have before, I get anxious. Mainly before I have to give my speech. Recently I have started throwing up as a result of my anxiety. I am going to keep a sort of a tally.
The first time I threw up was at the first over night tournament. I threw up once the night before and twice the next day. It was terrifying. Speaking in front of an audience that is judging you maliciously and writing the judgement down? Now that is just evil.
Three times so far.
The second event of throwing up was when I was at the second over night tournament. I threw up once the day before and once the day of, with a bought of dry heaving inbetween. Having eaten breakfast before seven o'clock, around 1:30 nothing would come up. I'm pretty thankful for that, but at the same time it was still... not fun. After I ate lunch (and before my last round for that tournament) I threw up most of what I had eaten.
Alright, so that's five.
The UPS tournament (Friday the sixth and Saturday the seventh) was a bad one, at least when it came to my nerves. I only threw up once but during my first round I shook quite terribly.
So far that makes six.
I apologize for this being my most recent post, however soon it will be hidden away (like Song of the Day).
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What a cool post, especially if I have my breakfast right now. :D Well, I have the same проблем when I nervous, but I've no idea how to make it away.
ReplyDeleteYou are my absolute favourite, Konstantin. I have not always gotten nervous like this. I used to be the opposite, almost.
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